Honestly right now I'm freaking the fuck out. I just told my sponsor and I'm going to my usual meeting tonight but holy shit. My roommate knows I'm sober now, he hasn't pushed alcohol on me at all but I'm freaking the fuck out about it. My sponsor told me not to let it get in my head that I just relapsed so fuck it for real and he calmed me down a bit but I'm still early on in my sobriety this time and I Know that shit doesn't cook out 100%.

I'm honestly really fucking pissed as well that he really just thought nothing of it and I'm even more pissed that I didn't notice until after he told me. I didn't even think about cooking with alcohol because I really never did it. But fuck man.