I’m not really sure how to address it, with Christmas coming up etc it’s been tough for me for sure, I’m a 25 year old Male, I’ve been to hospital once and gone to a doctor once which the latter seemed to helped more then the ER, I’ve gone through withdrawals twice and it never seems to convince me to quit . I work in hospitality and have had anxiety and depression since 14 due to some bullshit that happened in life at home. I’m not really sure what to do anymore as I always end up drinking a bottle or two and feel like I’ve exploited the doctors… idek. I feel like I’m going crazy. I hate seeing my family and friend see me this way. I don’t like to socialise anymore and prefer to isolate and drink. I want it to stop.I’m sorry if this doesn’t feel like the right post Babur I literally Have no idea how to move forward. I’m lost.