What does this step mean to you, and how do you practice it? Lately, I have struggled with distinguishing between my will and Gods/higher power/the universe’s will?

I have been extra anxious lately with life changes and making decisions. I am praying and meditating (or trying at least), but I keep coming back to that feeling of “ok, now what do I do”? I’d like to say I’ve turned my will over, but I’ve lost sight of what that looks like, and I find myself trying to control or create outcomes.

Any insight, experience, or interpretation would be greatly appreciated(whether you give it to god, the universe, or whatever HP you align with).

ETA: Thank you all for your responses! The lead went very well. I got way more vulnerable than I intended, but I gained a lot of self-confidence tonight. I enjoyed all of your interpretations/insights. I'm a big fan of discussion groups, even virtual ones!