I have been humbled beyond my believe.. arrogance and ignorance partialy cast out of me, belief of knowing it all partialy cast out of me. I understand nothing of what I learned because most of what is learned came out ignorance or arrogance. Even this message may carry some form of arrogance for even trying to understand that I understand. I understand nothing except that I have been a stray for a while now. Humbleness is something that is priceless. It showed me myself, my ugliness, my selfishness and my own selfcenterdness and how that is the worst poison you can drink.. all that follows is disease, wickedness and sickness.. There is nothing more important than the source of our creation our god, our devine father.. Just now I have come to understand what it really means to be the highest form of an Alchemist. It means to be a Shephard, to be a provider, it is to be a healer, it is to be the one that people can count on when others are in need, lost and helpless... It is to be the one that can guide life trought this existance with as little suffering as possible. It is to learn new ways of being.. better ways. I can't even think of how ignorant I still am in this state.. asleep.. even million lifetimes might not reach this enlightened state.. Jesus his teachings and his recorded miracles have been making me think recently.. it made me understand that if all is true what is written that he has attained one of the highest states an Alchemist could have attained and have been recorded in our time. It could mean that even back to the more ancient times there were Alchemist that could do things beoyond our current beliefs to what is possible and that he is one of the few left that has dedicated his life to achieving such high degree of mastery. Probably by help of even higher ascended masters. His courage of showing himself to this world might have been a message to this world that waking up or ascending to a higher state is possible and that there is a kingdom beyond this physical reality where we could live forever but one that is ceiled to the ones that are a stray, sick and lost.. These are my humble thoughts... May we all help each other in this journey.

Today I also understood that Alchemy is devine work. It is not some random profession to create tools or create gold no! It is transmutation of that which you choose from current state to a new more ascended state be it lead into gold, or water into wine or sickness into health. I believe there is no limit to what we can transmutate. I also believe that we become more ascended and of a higher degree or state as we progress and do the work more often and not only on the physical plane of life but all planes of life. We are capable to affect almost all dimensions of life which means if we find a way we can also transmutate that which is on that level to a new form.

That was it for me. These were my thoughts on the subject, please do take these lightly as I have come to understand that thoughts taken to seriously might be a way to wickedness. For those that have taken the time to read this thank you.