Dear community, recently I have been going through a tough time wich involved dissociative amnesia. All the knowledge I gathered from my 3 years or so of study on the occult lost and got locked away of some sorts or is somehow unaccessible inside my mind. My personality changed, I have migraine and my cognitive functions and reasoning got extremele bad and I have trouble performing at my job, I just feel, like I am a person that is of some earlier version. I am trying talk in terms of planes of life so that someone hopefully can understand and maybe can give me advice based on energetic healing or how to get out of it. It feels as if I have fallen to the lowest existance of life being solemnly lowest level of material existance meaning like I am chained because of this affliction or curse. This all was caused by a retraumatization of some kind enhanced by my own stupid actions of consuming cornography.. I feel very discouraged and in need of support.. Please.. is there anyone that maybe can help?