This post will be completely different post. So I want to call upon everyone who has a through out his life experienced stories of a similar fashion that I am about to tell to see if we maybe can connect to see what we can learn from this. From here on now I will let all the adult research like of a person go and will let my inner child lead and speak.

Little background. I believe in mistery. Truly I believe there is this mistery in this world that I have always known to exist. It is some place where all potential things exists and can come into being. I know now we have all concepts for these things, but this time I want to take a different more personal approach. In my childhood I grew with movies like Hallmark Classics. Movies like Journey to the center of the Earth Jack and the Beanstalk The Real Story monkey king The Lost Empire 2001 Arabian Nights (2000) Trailer (VHS Capture) Alice in Wonderland (1999) Movie Trailer These movies all have mistery in them and were the best movies I think I have ever seen my favourite being Arabian Nights particular the story about Aladin and his lamb. Throughout my life I always believed in the genie of the lamb however silly this may sound. Throughout reading this post hold this last sentence in your mind.

First let me introduce a concept so that we can reason from here. Space, Couldron, Canvas, Container or any other word that represents that which can be filled or that which consumes or receives. For those that have read The Kybalion I am speaking of the receiving mind "Me". As there is an "I" and "Me" in us.

1. "I" is that which projects
2. "energy" and
3. "Me" is the empty space that receives it.

"Three Initiates"

The Cosmic Alchemy Stories:

1. Somewhat a year a ago now I was spending my time with myself and some weed. Little backstory during that time I was researching a lot about Egypt and Egyptian stories, their gods and the paneal gland. Also some time ago I created a vision board with few specific things on it bachata couple dancing, family photo as sort of a long goal orientation. So I was sitting in front on my windowsill stargazing at every individual star and then connecting them together. I have done that for like 2.5 hours by now and started to see depth in space. During that time I was talking to the stars and I remember asking the stars to bring a partner into my life, (I know this may sound cheesy law of attraction / the secret stuff) but other part of me truly believes it. Next day I needed to get some things in the city for my room. Suddenly this girl with pink hair catches my attention and for some reason I had an overwhelming urge to talk to her. So approached her we had a chat and decided to meet up for drinks and dance bachata at my house. So next day we meet up she dressed up all mysterious with Cleopatra Eyeliner and stuff. We end up having aaaaaaaaaamaizing time together like for real. I felt like I drowned in her. The mysterious nature she had about herself and the way she looked really seduced me and or hypnotized to a degree that I was consumed by her. The connection with her was insane.. We dated had amazing conversations for a few month until I was met with some unresolved feeling since my breakup with my ex girlfriend, despite my intuitive warning I crossed my boundary with her and traumatized myself sexually and everything else after that led to a breakup really fast. After that I have been met with Spiders in my sleep. Only now I understand they represent a consuming nature of female spiders. I believe my intuition was telling me something that I was consumed by manipulation of some sort or some old unresolved traumas, so this experience also opened doors into my dark past and possible things I have experienced during my childhood that I have almost zero memory of. I won't go into that. Also this woman seemed to have extremely strong presence/will about her and I feel like I might have been manipulated by her, also I believe this was some sort of lesson I needed to learn. Maybe being a fool and projecting my own reality and forcing despite unresolved feelings or obstacle a hard lesson to higher liberation. She was Jewish and had the strongest will power I have seen in a person.
2. Yesterday I have seen a post on shorts I believe of Eckart Tolle saying if you truly want something you have to believe that you already have it. Again I thought you know what the hell why not just try it so I thought as I feel ready in my life to meet someone. So I thought of myself experiencing kindness, gentleness and love. As I feel great about my life since I have discovered a lot about my own nature feeling loved is not so difficult. It is basically spending your energy for yourself or filling your own cup. Loving yourself. Since I understand that it makes so much sense that seaching for love is the very contradicting thing of finding love. Search means lack or not having. But when you give to yourself you are receiving meaning that you will receive more. So to continue my story today I went for my morning walk polarizing myself or creating momentum towards activity pole for the day. I was struggling with some other unresolved energies in my body so my goal for the day was to create space for myself simply to be. No judgement, no condition, no direction simply space to be. The right to exist. This attitude helps me to open myself up to life and expand my receiving perspective. So I was walking in the park this girl passed me by, and for no reason I felt her presence in my space and it felt so safe and gentle. So approached her and introduced myself and we hit it off. She seemed from the first impression to be a very kind person. So we chatted a bit today and we are going on a date. Yaayyyy :D. But the truly crazy thing is it just felt natural like it supposed to happen. The other crazy thing was she was heading to a recreation centrum where you can boulder for a interview. Few weeks ago I had my first lesson and decided to take a course on it. These connection.. these feel like breadcrumbs the unirverse in leaving you to show you that you are on the right path. It's like they are omens.

These experiences and others in my life have showed me that we can create life directly through the divine. Call me crazy but I believe that we can ask for whatever we want from the divine and it will give it too you. Because of these experiences I am truly am lost for words. It's like my whole understanding of reality just breaks. Some could call it chance or luck. But an Alchemist would call it cause and effect.

Imagine that the genie is real and you could ask him anything you would like out of life. Whatever its true or not I choose to believe that it is so. This mistery, this story there is meaning in it. I am sure. There is also some research I have done on the lamb aswell and came to its root. This I will leave for other time.

In order to receive from the universe we have too connect to our "Me". From what I have experienced we can do it like this. We could project on ourself by impressing on our "Me" with our "I" by projecting energy. This me is conncected to the collective me or is the collective "Me" and that universal me we are influencing the universe to act according our wish.

Another perspective on this whole thing is that we all are one mind meaning that our subjective experience of our existence is the same, the only things is that we believe it to be otherwise because of a intensely big complex called ego and all connected contents within that space that couldron or that "Me". Soul of the World or Collective Consciousness being that "Me".