So I tried to download a dating app. Gusto ko lng itry. Yun nga I started chatting with guys. Medjo awkward ang feeling ko na mkipag chat and mkipag flirt sa iba dahil never ko pa nagawa. But eventually nung medjo nag tagal na parang Di na awkward.

Since plan ko na maging girl that my hubby wants, nkikipag chat ako sa iba kahit anjan si hubby. I could see na medjo Inoobserve nya ako. Same like me cguro Di xa nka tiis and broke nya ang unwritten rule na walang pki alaman ng cp kasi wyl I was sleeping I notice na he took my phone and went sa toilet. Tingin ko he read my chats I think nag masturbate xa sa Cr.

Ginawa nya yun cguro after one month ko mkipag chat. At that time Di na ako yung simple ng chat lng. Meron ng mga explicit na convo but not totally sex chat. Aminado ako na nkaka libog din pala mkipag chat sa lalaki and sinasabihan tlaga ako how they would fuck me kung sakali.

Dahil sa pag chat2 ko Meron na kming love making moments ni hubby. I’m sure dahil yun sa ginawa kung pag chat. I chat sa strangers lng kasi I know hangang dun lng nmn yun Kaya ok lng. I even used fake photos lol.

I had a work that time sa isang clothing company Kaso minimum wage lng. Then pandemic hits and I lost my job Pero it was a blessings in disguise kasi nung nawalang ako ng job dahil sa pandemic Meron parin akong sahod dahil sa employment insurance Tpos merong pang support from the government. But yung job ni hubby Di naapektohan Kaya tuloy xa sa job and ako nmn home lng and well, continue sa chat activities. I tried to observe hubby that time and I noticed na kapag Di ako nkikipag Flirt sa chat eh walang love making na mangyayari. I tried for 2 weeks no chat sa dating app and two weeks din kming malamig. But when I starting chatting again then we would have love making 3-5 times a week. So confirmed na ang trip ni hubby.