So my GF (28F) and I (28F) discussed about having sex with other people. I told her that I want mine to be no strings attached at one night thing lang sana. Against sya dito cos people have feelings din and hindi naman dapat i-drop basta basta. So she suggested about transactional sex. I considered it a great idea. I liked the idea ng client-employee relationship. Professional in a sense na may structure at boundaries. I don't like complications and also have a busy sched to consider going on dates pa.

I kinda miss my hoe phase and I want a woman to remind of that. I remember exchanging poems with one of my ex-lovers which she published and sold sa isang event. I also had creative collabs with the others. I was into those stuff, haha.

I wonder if this is too idealistic but I'm willing to pay for a woman who's also equally attractive that can take me back to those times.