1st time posting here, and I'm typing on a phone so please forgive me for any typos. I just wanna share an experience I had in helping someone cheat. IDK what I want out of this, or if she's even in this subreddit, but I just wanna get it out of my system.

Way back in December of 2020, I posted in PHR4R to look for a FWB. A redditor (who I shall refer to as "K") messaged me, but gave the warning she wasn't single. As a matter of fact, she was married. I almost turned her down but after a cpuple questions, I instead remained skeptical and just pushed through it. Out of respect, I won't go into details of her side but I will say it convinced me to give it a shot.

We vibed well in chat and moved over to TG to swap pics. K was exactly what I was looking for in my post: short girl, petite frame, small boobies, and VERY flirty. We both agreed to push through, with some safety precautions since she was married and all. Basic stuff like condoms are a must, proper communication throughout, and she is in charge of her own discretion.

Fast forward to January, we finally schedule a fuck session and check into a motel along Cubao. Initial awkwardness happened once finally got to the room, took a few minutes before we decided to just go for it. And I'll be honest here.

Best. Sex. Of. My. Life. Additionally, best BJ of my life (she even swallowed, which guys REALLY appreciate btw!). Her small frame was perfect where I could reach properly in and around her, her moans were hella hot, and she gave the best head out of any girl I've been with. Not sure if being married contributed to her skill but I still think about it to this day. And even better, she enjoyed too. She even came before I did.

Fast forward two weeks later. We had been talking about another meetup soon but K changed her mind. Said she had been listening to a religious podcast and it convinced her to get back on track. She wouldn't say anything to her husband but she wanted things to end between us. We parted respectfully and haven't spoken since.

10 months later and the sex still lingers in my head. I've been trying the past two months to find a partner again but to no avail. I've honestly been tempted to send K a message to see if she's still trying to stay on the right path, admittedly because I want to play the part of the horny bastard here and convince her otherwise. I still know her TG and I know she hasn't blocked me. Yet.

But I haven't because she parted things respectfully. I don't want to ruin that. I wanna respect it. But damn, I miss the pleasure she gave. And hell, if she were to approach me again, I honestly wouldn't refuse.

I'll end my story with this. Did I feel bad helping K cheat? Yes. If K saw this and decided to try again, would I accept? Hell fucking yes.

Would I ever cheat on someone this way, even if K asked? Believe it or not, I'd say no. I wouldn't cheat, myself. Call me a hypocrite but I'd only indulge while I'm single.

It may have been bad on the conscience, but damn was the sex good.