Well, this really nothing huge or anything. I just needed to get this out of my system and it think this particular sub is the only place I could think of.

Its been a couple of years since my gf and I broke up. I had some small escapades here and there but I came to the point where I availed paid services. It was ok expensive in a sense but I know the cost is justified considering what they are putting on the line. Anyway, recently I had this strong urge to have sex with someone but since I dont have a place nor a car getting a hookup is very unlikely. I considered availing paid services again but decided not to do so because of two reasons: 1. Its quite expensive 2. The connection doesnt feel so intimate

So I just bought a few stuff that I dont particulary need, but want. Just to justify my action of not availing paid services which costs more.

I really miss having an intimate connection with someone. I really miss the feeling of having sex with so much passion.