This is a continuation of my r/AlasFeels post, Pick Me. Choose Me. Leave Me. So, if you're interested in the context (which, if you know my writing style, is also a long post lol), then I suggest you check that out first.

I pushed P (let's call him P) away first coz I didn't want our bosses and our friend to see us, even if his driver was already watching us the whole time. Lol. At that point it was pretty much a done deal. But, even as we were walking back, already in full view of everyone, he pulled me from behind and whispered in my ear, "I'm gonna fuck you so hard tonight." It was one of the most confusing things I've ever felt hearing him say that; a mixture of intense guilt, wish fulfillment, and just pure unadulterated LIBOG. I kept walking towards the group still, trying to be as calm and discrete as someone who can already feel herself getting wet can. We reached our group with us facing them and our backs against the wall. This drunken asshole, throwing all caution to the wind, decided to stick to me, and started squeezing my ass. He would trail his fingers up and down my back then go back to squeezing my ass, just teasing me in front of everyone. Thankfully, no one was paying us any attention. When I didn't stop him, he got even bolder. He slipped his hand into my skirt and started touching me through my panties; squeezing my ass and tracing my ass crack. I couldn't even concentrate on the conversation anymore. I was trying so hard not let my legs quiver and melt. He then tried to get into my panties and finger me, but I closed my legs. I have to pretend to draw the line somewhere. Although, I'm pretty sure this is how my kink for public sex began.

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Finally, our bosses called it a night and we were all gonna head home. Our friend was gonna ride with us in the car, and P straight up told him to go sit in front. Tus puta. But whatever. I tried to sit on the opposite side of the backseat, but he pulled me close to him. He told his driver to drop off our friend first then to head to his house. I swear to you, I saw our friend and P's driver look at each other like a fucking comedy movie. I was too horny to care though. Even with our friend there, P and I were already feeling each other up. He was teasing my slit through my underwear, while I was rubbing his cock through his pants. I would run my finger nails up and down his thighs and he placed his head behind me so he was biting and kissing my back. When I pushed the heel of my palm down on his cock, he ended up biting my back so hard, I ended up with a mark there the next day.

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When our friend finally went down the car, he pulled me even closer to him which I didn't think was humanly possible. I was basically lying on top with my head on his chest. Then, he did something that surprised me the most, he interlaced our fingers. I couldn't help but look up at him, and christ was he fucking beautiful. His face was being illuminated by a halo of streetlights passing us by like he was the patron saint for lustful sinners, and god I really thought this must be what heaven feels like, even if we were really on the highway to fucking hell. I was full-on staring at him for a bit because I wanted to remember this moment forever. My college crush of 3 years holding my hand with my head on his chest. So fucking surreal. I still couldn't believe this was happening. He noticed me staring and then he looked into my eyes in a way I've never seen him look at me before. And then he kissed me. It was really soft at first. We both pulled back for a bit just searching in others eyes the question we didn't know if we wanted to answer. Then we made our lips meet again, but this time it was more urgent. Eight years has culminated in this very moment of our tongues trying to taste as much of each other we can. Our teeth clashing with each other from desire, the two of us sharing one breath. I suddenly felt pretty shy about his driver being there, who, I'm pretty sure was watching us from the rearview mirror, so I pulled away. It felt too good to be true. I felt like I had to shake myself awake from a dream. But it wasn't a dream. It was real. He was real. He held my hand again, and we looked at each other and laughed. We agreed that the people who were making an issue between the two of us were apparently right. Oops. Our bad.

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P led me to like this family/entertainment type room of theirs on the first floor, and I sat on the couch while he locked the door and turned on the AC. He sat down beside me, then immediately put me into his lap and we started making out again. We were removing each other's tops in between kisses, and he started to make his way down my neck, sucking and biting without leaving a mark, but trailing fire on my skin. He pulled away before getting to my chest, and he watched my boobs fall out as he unhooked my bra. No joke he fucking said, "Wow," the moment he saw them HAHA. I couldn't help but laugh and tease him, "I told you I had back problems." He then pushed me down on the couch. He started sucking and biting all around one breast, while squeezing and kneading the other one. At first he kept avoiding my nipple until I was arching my back and moving a bit to send the message to finally put it in his mouth. When he did, I could feel him tonguing and sucking and biting on it while he would pinch and twist my other nipple. He was so fucking good at it, I couldn't stop myself from moaning out loud, then, without warning, I came and squirted for the very first time from nipple play. I pushed him off when I finally came down from my orgasm, knelt in front of him while he was seated on the chair. Time for me to return the favor. He took off his pants and boxer briefs, and I saw that he was only half-hard, but it did make it easier for me to place his whole cock in my mouth. I started to move my head up and down really slowly while moving my tongue sideways on the underside of his shaft. Whenever I'd get to the ridge of the head, I'd use just the tip of my tongue, then tease his slit. I could feel him slowly getting harder and harder inside my mouth, and when he was fully hard, I kissed down the underside of his cock and made my way to his balls. I sucked on them one at a time, moving my tongue around while jacking him off. I moved back to his cock, and he started sucking him off at a faster pace this time, then he started pulling my hair, and then pushing my face down on his cock whenever I'd get to the bottom and keep my face there until I would choke and gag. Hot. I would make sure to look straight into his eyes while I was choking on his cock with tears starting to run down my face.

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After a while he pulled me back up, and pushed me down on the couch again, then he removed my underwear and started teasing my opening. He ran his fingers up and down my slit, teasing me, then without warning he inserted one finger into me and started choking me. I was already insanely wet so he had no difficulty finger fucking me hard right away, and the harder and faster he fucked, the tighter he choked. I couldn't help but start moaning out loud. I fucking love being treated roughly, especially being choked. I came and squirted pretty fast, so turned on from the 8-year anticipation of this moment, I still couldn't believe I was cumming on his hand. I sat up and pushed him down to straddle him, and then I started grinding my pussy on his cock, teasing the both of us. I bent down to kiss him, then I started biting him along hims jawline, then sucking on this part of his neck that made him moan louder than I've ever heard before. When I pulled away, he slapped me on the face, and I just fucking stared at him in shock. I smiled at him and he smiled back, turned on beyond belief, then I went back to sucking on his neck and grinding on him faster. As I was about to guide his cock into me wheb he stopped me and told me that maybe we shouldn't fuck as a pseudo-consolation for the sin we were already committing. I assented, but just as I was about to get off of him in sobering realization, he placed his hand by my clit and started playing with it. Immediately my hands fell to his chest, turned on and wet once again. I tried to compose myself and sit up straighter, but this only gave him more access to my pussy, so he started massaging my clit faster and harder. I had to bite my lip from to keep from moaning too loud because I could already feel my orgasm building again. I started riding his hand like there was no tomorrow because there really wasn't one for the both of us, then he started choking me again. The feeling of both of his hands applying more intense pressure with every second and his cock pushing against my opening made me squirt all over him and moan his name out loud. I thought my squirt was stickier than usual, but it turns out he came from us just humping too. I fell on his chest, then he held me tight and he kissed the top of my head. We laid like that for a few moments, pretending that there was no world outside this room, no consequences of our actions. I looked up at him, and he kissed me again. Sweeter and softer than any of his kisses before until we both had to get up and face what we did in the light of day.