Hai hai, AJ community, I would like to share with you another JUICY yet wholesome story that happened to be back in March 2022 towards the end of the pandemic.

for context: this happened between me (at the time 23 F) and my former FWB (he just turned 25 at the time), let's call him Max, at his apartment.

If you're familiar with the term Transcendent Sex, congratulations! You have exceeded into another realm with the person you experience it with. If not familiar, per the book "Transcendent Sex: When Lovemaking Opens the Veil" by Jenny Wade; IT'S NOT JUST SEX. IT'S NOT JUST LOVE. IT'S SOMETHING MORE.... But what could be better than sex? How about lovemaking that sweeps people into new realities, producing altered states of consciousness a thousand times more powerful than the most earth-shattering orgasm?

With those contexts, I would like to share with all of you THE.BEST.SEX. I've EVER experienced.

It started pretty chill, just talking about our past. All of our previous experiences... with life, love, and of course sex. As I was telling Max about my past experiences about my previous relationships, missing out on small gestures and whatnot. I told him about never experiencing slow dancing while just listening to music. That's when he suddenly stood up and started slow dancing with me. I still remember the song... it was "Mabagal" by Daniel Padilla and Moira Dela Torre.

As we were dancing, I was singing the song quietly to him... no, for the two of us. (to think I don't usually sing to anyone) We were so close... our hips swinging from side to side. His right hand holding my right hand and his left hand was on my lower back. Guiding me as we slowly danced together. Our eyes closed, forehead to forehead, and he smiled softly. After the song finished, he broke away, and we both giggled. After calming down a bit and sitting on his bed Max asked, "How was that?" I sheepishly answered "That was nice, thank you." we then sat there facing each other while staring at each other's eyes and just smiling.

Until slowly without realizing we were leaning toward each other and started making out. I slowly moved closer to him to straddle him. As we make out getting hungrier for each other. We slowly started taking each other's clothes off. Good thing there was a condom nearby and prepared for it. As I slowly slid down his dick, I feel myself getting filled up. We were holding each other real close and tight, it felt like we didn't want to let go of each other; ANY space between us was not allowed for this moment. I remember Max hugging my torso, his right hand at the base of my neck and his left hand towards my left ass cheek; while I had my arms around his neck, my fingers gripping on his hair as we make out. Moaning softly to each other, as I bounce up and down his dick. Slowly getting more and more passionate.

I remember how whenever we close our eyes I can see our souls merging starting with where we connected. When I started feeling that I asked him "Max do you feel that?" he moaned a bit and started scratching my back which made me moan out loud with my eyes rolling and head tilting back. I pulled him closer towards my chest moaning out as we continue fucking each real passionately. I close my eyes once again as I rest my chin on his left shoulder. I SEE IT AGAIN.... but now every part of our souls merging into one. I moan out "Max... holy shit... do you feel that?" He pulled back a bit while smirking and still holding me. I moan out "Do you feel the love? Do you feel all the love the universe has to offer?" He was watching me, he said with a low tone "Yes. I feel the love. I feel you. I feel completely connected." I swear after hearing that...

I couldn't help myself.

I was losing control.

We were letting it take us.

We were both seeing stars as we kept going at it.

We were just literally making love by now riding out the euphoria we were both feeling. The intensity! GOSH! I cannot describe it well enough. It was just on another level! Whenever we close our eyes, we see our souls becoming one and I swear to God... it is definitely on a COMPLETELY different level. It was beautiful. Of course, after a while, we both came at the same time. Not gonna lie, I saw fireworks. When we came together, we held each other extremely close. Afraid of any space coming between us.

After cumming, we just held each other for a while and enjoyed the rest of the day. We even talked about how loud we probably were, laughing at ourselves. We were probably heard by the whole neighborhood.

Sadly, we didn't end up together and I can honestly say by now that he's most definitely my TOTGA. But I am happy for him, truly happy, with wherever he is now and whoever he is with. I honestly wish the best for him and his girlfriend. That's all!