Di ko alam kung paano nag start to. Maybe from childhood trauma to community i was raised per kinain na ng sistema.

I remember when I was a child, nagpapa massage ang mga tita ko. She was lying at the stomach and leaving my face and soles of her feet vulnerable. And so the core memory began

Pag nakatulog na sya dahil sa massage, i would start to lick her soles and masturbate at the same time. Careful ako at slow ang pacing kasi ayaw ko sya magising. It goes occasionally for a year bago sila mag abroad. But damn. Di ko alam na dun na din magsisimula ang addiction ko HAHAHAH

At lumipas ang mahabang panahon, i was left here, craving for more. At first i thought foot fetish lang meron ako.

But then the rabbit hole was getting deeper as i surf the internet for feet pics when i saw a video of a girl being worshipped by the guy. He was tied up. Chained and collared like a dog and helplessly licking the girl's feet. At that point i was fucking convinced that i want to be at his position and i won't stop to felt what is like to be at her place

College days have passed and i am asking is to be a slave of a girl not a corporate slave hahahahaha

So the search continues. I was browsing and sending messages at the fetlife when i found this girl na taga Mandaluyong. She was a pure sadist and i was craving for it not knowing what would happen soon.

We talked, set the date, grab a dinner then booked a hotel in Pasay. While we're walking sabi nya hahanap sya ng belt to be my collar. We went to a convenience store and heck she was also looking for a duct tape. I was excited and nervous at the same time

Sooo i think we have limited knowledge for a BDSM at that time. She was kind of boyish and studying pa. She mentioned me na she also enrolling for Criminology to be a soldier or police idk.

Right after we went to the hotel room. She went directly at the bed facing me and leaving me standing there. I would straight walk beside her when she ask me with a commanding voice:

"Oh saan ka pupunta? Sinabi ko bang gumalaw ka? Tumayo ka lang dyan". And i was getting pumped up. My dreams were finally becoming true

She command me to get nude. Collared me. And told me that a slave like me should not be higher than her. So nakayuko ako sa buong session.

She offered me to lick the sole of her shoes. (I admit i was not ready for that) And occasionally tinitignan ya kung dinidilaan ko ba talaga. My tongue was already in dirt from the soles of her shoes and i thought this will be a long night. (Part 2 coming up)

I was wondering kailan kaya ulit mangyayari yun 🥲

I missed being commanded and humiliated by a girl.