Tw: cheating

Hi AJ people.

Background: i had a fling that i met sa pobla...then we realized na magkalapit lang kami ng bahay like 5 mins drive lang. So the casual fubu, naging jowa na sexually active. So yon.

I have a new bf and he had several kinks. Yung isa na nag ok na ako when previously hindi ako ok is yung magvivideo sya, then we watch it right after. Basta ewan ko ba.

The kink na pinipilit nya gawin ko is me to fuck other guys. He even offered na maghelp maghanap ng guy. I find it weird. It is not a turn on for me pero i might misinterpret this kaba feeling as excitement and vice versa.

So guys, question: is this normal? Cheating is no go sa karamihan, pero is this "non cheating" cheating?

Also, i want to explore din naman. Maybe naghahanap lang ako ng consensus para mawala guilt? Or maybe to confirm the want that i have.