Hello AJ community,

My first time sharing here and gusto ko lang ng outlet to finally share this event that happened more than a year ago.

Im 19 (f) now, and ulit: this happened lastyear. So i was bored and gumamit ako dating app. I met a man who was 31 (i think). He is a manager sa company nya na di ko na maremember kung ano. He was very patient and halata naman na like nya ako. He is somewhere sa south while i was living in valenzuela and nag effort sya to come over para sa date namin. I know he is a big guy so i told my friend na sama muna sya for the first part of the date, and na dispatch ko sya pag im comfy na.

So eto na nga, the guy was very persistent and not annoying ang pangungulit nya. Saktong balance lang. Then while talking thru the app, very sexual mga napag uusapan namin. Gentle at with consent naman. Nag date kami and my friend was there, tas nasurprise sya na may kasama ako. I talked to him about it and he told me that it was common decency to inform him. Yeah i know he is right, pero sabi nya di naman sya galit. Hehe nagulat lang.

Ang thinking ko talaga is to flirt a little, bonus nalang if fit for long term mabingwit ko

Wala sya social media presence: redflag number 1. So i think ekis na to sa long term. All i have to make sure na di ako cheating tool.

He was rich, siguro haha. I can say this kse lahat ng food, like pinaliguan nya kami ng food, popcorn, chocolates, DQ, SB, etc, upsized lahat. Jusme sugar overload. And kasama yung friend ko don. Marami kami take home pauwi.

Then nagdecide kami to watch a movie. Horror yung genre. So eto na ang happening mga sizzt. While waiting for the movie, sa couch kami ng movie sa labas. Pinagitnaan ko sila ng friend ko. Then bumulong tong si tamang tito: Can i kiss you? Can i touch your boobs? Can we kiss like we have never kissed before?

Eto namang si shungels, oo daw. Haha

So ayon mejo PDA kami.

Ok lang naman sa akin and nag enjoy din maging demonyita. Eto yung 2nd red flag: he asked me if he can up the game. Sabi ko yes, not specifically thinking what will happened next, nung naka upo na kami nito sa sinehan, so bukas pa ilaw and marami pa pumapasok, sa pinakalikod kami, so kita kami ng lahat na paakyat na patrons (char patrons). Thennnnn mejo naging blurry na lahat coz of the shock. Dahil nakanwhite tshirt ako na vneck, pinasok nya yung big fat hands nya para maaccess yung boobs ko. Nag eyes to eyes kami ng friend ko sa nangyari. Ngumingiti friend ko na parang kinikilig, kaya ngumiti din ako. So tumingin ako sa paligid nakikita ko mga tao nakatingin sa ginagawa nya. It feels like public humiliation and im not sure if i liked it or hated it ehh. More doon sa hated the feeling. Also, di ko na alam how, pero nakahawak na ako sa etits nya pero sa labas ng jeans nya lang yung kamay ko. I can still remember na sinasabihan nya ako na sobrang laki daw ng boob ko na lumalampas daw sa cupping ng bug hands nya. Na remember ko lang yun after. I think it was the shock in play pero i remember na ngumiti lang ako.

Im still a virgin and no prob naman if may sex involved. Shookt lang talaga meee and not prepared for public display. I guess binigyan ko sya ng consent. Im not saying there is a fault, it was a hot but humiliating experience.

Fastforward, nung umuwi kami, chatted him na i didnt like what happened and he siad he will treasure the feeling of my boob in his hands forever.

So ayun na. Im free to discuss. AMA, please dont direct hate towards me, i already hate myself. And no, i dont think this is non consensual. May miscom lang yata sa consent technically i am not interested in filing charges, etc. Just wanted to get your take on what happened.