Last month, around 7pm, I was about to go home after my last class for the day ended. As usual, it's rush hour so unintentional body touching, complete silence, and people minding their own business are some of the sights.

I opt to board immediately on the mixed gender passenger. I was at the corner of the train, standing and facing the windows. For some reason, this part of the train has no chairs so no one is in front of me. I don't have the energy to mind my surroundings as I was tired from the long day at school. Even if most of the people I’ve been having skin to skin contact with are guys at the time, I don't mind. I am kind of used to it.

However, I felt something unusual about the guy behind me. He kept putting a noticeable distance between us, putting a frown on the faces of some passengers near him kasi sila ‘yung nagigitgit. He also looked kind of uncomfortable, which I knew the reason for when the train stopped at a station. Some of the passengers suddenly went unbalanced causing him to have physical contact with me and I felt his lower body on my back, specifically my butt.

My white uniform skirt has thin fabrics and I only wear panties at the time, no cycling (skirt reference), and a hand shoulder bag only so I can perfectly feel what that thing is poking. I slowly looked up at his reflection through the windows. He still looked uncomfortable but couldn't move away because mas dumami ang sumakay. At first, I TRIED not to mind and continued browsing on my phone. But who the hell am I kidding that I can focus when it keeps brushing my back?

Fuck. Did I ever mention that one fantasy of mine is anything in public? Instead of getting annoyed, I got a bit excited. I looked up again through the reflection. He looks decent. Looks a few years older than me. I guess he felt my stare and looked through the window too. I didn't break my eye contact for the first seconds, I don't know, trying to intimidate him? But I think he thought of that as a cue to press his lower body more and then put some distance again. I fucking gulped. Confirmed. I felt his hardness more compared to earlier. He’s only wearing slacks so it isn't hard to know.

Fuck me, I was getting wet and I know that's sick. But that was the time I experienced the thrill at the lrt again. Forgive me, my Lord. I don't know what spirit has entered me but this time, I was the one who moved and pressed my back against his fly when the train was kind of shaky so it would look like an accident. But hell, it didn't look like an accident at all because I did that for long seconds while looking at him through the window, and I saw how his eyes widened with both shock and lust. He looked at me directly and not through the reflection. God, ang hot ng moment. ‘Yung malambot kong pwet tapos matigas na kumikiskis dahil sa bahagyang alog ng tren? Kitang kita ko ‘yung pagpungay ng mga mata niya. Para siyang biglang nalasing. I even think his member twitched in the feeling of my butt.

A few more seconds later, I was already one station away from my destination kaya tumagilid na akong aalis sa kanya so I could be near the exit door. But I saw this guy beside us looking at me. Nakasuot ng uniform, estudyante din, at hayop, tinamaan ako bigla ng hiya! I don't know if he noticed what happened but there is no judgment or anything in his eyes. He only looked at me with so much curiosity but I acted like I didn't do shit and muttered excuse me para makadaan. Deadma na rin sa guy kanina sa likod ko.

Pinagpapawisan ako ng malamig paglabas ng lrt pero pati pagitan ng legs ko, pinagpapawisan din 😩 I have sinned again. Char. ‘Yun lang, guess what I did na lang pag-uwi.

PS: Not everyone is into mrt/lrt fun so be mindful and don't do this to just anyone.