I've been meeting Amazing ppl from reddit the past few months (guys & gals). Amazing means they're good either sfw or nsfw or both ah.. and in just a snap, bigla na lang ako nag lielow makipag usap and makipag meet. Tho, dko pa rin naman totally inistop pero yung tipong magrereply na lang ako pag gusto ko- minsan it take days bago ako magreply, sobrang rare ko na rin makipag meet (beh, nakakatamad na rin kse lumabas. Ang inet!) Then I realized, I'm craving for real intimacy and connection. Yes, sex and conversation were great pero alam mo yung may kulang. I want to date fr, I want to show how clingy I am- sobrang clingy. Hindi ko naman mailabas yun sa mga kinikita just because I don't feel to show it to them. Giving me an option to have a boyfriend? 95% not possible for now. Ngayon na lang ako ulet naging single ng ganito katagal and I'm really enjoying myself. Gala rito, gala there. Bili ng ganito, bili ng ganyan. Investments and all shits. Five percent is dun sa possible since em not closing my doors naman.

Yun langs. I just want to feel "it" again prolly yet I'm on the phase of loving and enjoying myself.

THIS IS NOT AN INVITATION FOR ANYTHING :)