I’ve shared here the weekend I had with this visiting foreign guy, and it’s still so very fresh in my mind. I rarely play with myself since I don’t really get turned on by porn, and I find that my own experience (videos, photos, reading our conversations) is what does it for me. Since I didn’t have a partner the whole year, I didn’t have much to play to. Until now.

I’ve been using my toy almost everyday and sending him video proof for him to wake up to. We’ve been teasing and sexting since he got back home, and have done one sexy video call.

I miss having someone to send nudes to, and not just to any stranger online. It hits different when it’s someone you’ve actually been with. And now that there’s someone available for sexting and is appreciative of what I send, it’s going be an interesting year for the both of us.

It’s also hot to look back and share what we’ve done with previous partners (or by ourselves) and discover what we have in common, or what the other have done that is actually a kink for the other. I told him about the time someone gave me weekly “missions” for a whole month, including walking around in public without underwear and taking videos as proof (I had to lift my dress and make sure there are people around, but not get caught). He’s an exhibitionist so this was “right up his alley”—- his own choice of words.

I think with the right encouragement, this guy’s gonna help me push boundaries and explore more. I’ve also ordered a wearable toy he can control via an app, and that is something I am so looking forward to. This is gonna be fun 🔥