“I don’t care if you’re pleased or not. I am only using you for my own pleasure today.” I would melt whenever he’d say that. I KNOW IT’S WEIRD HAHA But he knows kasi na I like the idea of free use and CNC. I really like it when he’s being forceful. And if I say ‘no’ to his request he’d slap me and say “Who said you can say no to me?” and proceed to do his thing on me. ISTG it’s such a turn on! Sometimes he’d just pin me on the bed and slap my face continuously before saying “Fuck you’re so pretty” then he’ll start sucking my nips. Minsan swollen na cheeks ko from his slaps but I really don’t mind haha I asked him if I’m pretty why does he like hurting me (with consent ofc) and he answered na he likes the way I look when I’m struggling or in pain.

He’s the only man who has satisfied my kinks and be real abusive, dominant, and disrespectful to me in bed. Slapping, spanking, spitting, choking (and not the gentle type gosh I couldn’t breathe haha sometimes choking by means of his hand then sometimes his dick bc he’s BIG) etc. And goshh, whenever he’d make me swallow his cum he’ll tell me to open my mouth with my tongue out to check if I really did swallow it. He’d then say “Such a good toy” AND I WOULD FEEL KILIG GOSH HAHA Yes, he refer to me as his personal toy/sex slave/slut and it’s okay and I would still feel kilig HAHA Next time I’ll ask him to tie me up as he refused to blindfold me coz he apparently likes my eyes and my face is my selling factor daw lol haha

Add: Just sharing my appreciation to this man. Everything’s consensual and terms have been laid out beforehand. There’s aftercare, a real gentleman, and he takes me out on dates in exchange for the free use clause haha We’re not together but exclusive. (Thank you, Bumble! Hidden gem jk haha)