My tip became so sensitive

So ayun, first time poster here - mostly lurking kasi I don't have any sexcapades except some few naughty fingering... yeah, I'm a 19M virgin - mostly because I've never had a girlfriend (mostly situationships, didn't like the commitment) and I don't want to lose focus.

So, back in June when I turned 19, I resolved to not masturbating (currently over 4 months) - I want to lose my v-card first before I ever masturbated again. Btw, looking pa rin hehe, I'm from (mahal kong...) Maynila~~~

It actually became a source of a pride thing (discipline and all that) especially since I'm almost always here starting first week of September trynna find a hookup partner (I want to lose it to a stranger because I'd be less attached, idk really, again, I haven't experienced much). Met a lot of girls who want the same thing but they all just fizzled out, none followed up after the first hellos, no picture exchanges, zip.

Fast forward 4 months of watching porn without ever masturbating and I noticed, every morning, with the morning wood and all, my tip became so sensitive that I'm literally hard as I type this. I changed to boxers because it puts let pressure on my dick, especially when it gets hard but the attempts to minimize the condescending joke of our supranational being overlords want me to fail this self-imposed challenge. Natatakot nga ako, baka tumaas chance ko magka-prostate cancer sa sobrang tagal nagpipigil at nabblue balls.

Everytime I move in bed, the tip rubbing against the bed, my skin, the fucking blanket, me typing this in the bed, it just makes it harder and harder to not burst the 4 months of cum I've stored up. So hmu para matapos na yung paghihirap ko.