This was last year? If I can remember it right. I just wanted to share it here because I was talking to my friend about guys who are so freaking lazy— kumbaga, sayang lang ang time seeing them. And I remember this one guy from Reddit.

So that time, I wanted to go out and I thinking of going somewhere and since I was feeling a bit frisky I was thinking of finding someone who I can make out with. Oo, make out lang sana, but I was open to more if ever. I posted, and got a lot of requests but most of them are far from where I was going, until I read this one guy’s message sakin, saying he can pick me up somewhere and then we can do whatever in his car, so I kinda focused on him. Kasi syempre, convenient (duh).

We exchanged photos, and we’re good. Pero kasi he will be coming from the north so it might take time for him to drive going to where I was so medyo tinamad na ako, kasi I don’t like to wait too long. I went out alone and enjoyed my day until he messaged again na he’s on his way and even told me, “Baka naman may imeet ka pang iba” and from our convo that time, I didn’t quite enjoyed that tone. Pero I didn’t care, one time thing lang naman.

He picked me up, we exchanged names and small talk in his car, tapos we were looking for a parking space where we can be naughty. I told me this one parking space kasi that’s where we usually park ng past fling ko but it was full. So naiinis na sya, kasi wala na ako ma-suggest. Until he suggested somewhere in Eastwood. Edi okay.

During the drive, we were talking about the election and I should have jumped off from his car kasi he is apolotical. Like he doesn’t care who wins, which is something very important sakin, because I was so active in the pink rallies that time. Pero sige.

We arrived at the parking spot and medyo awkward na ako, and I guess he felt it? Until yun, we made out. Pero super short lang. Like I didn’t even satisfied my craving that time in making out. And then he asked if I can give him a head, eh since I’m a heavy people pleaser-giver, I said yes.

I gave him a blowjob, and he came—inside my mouth. (Eh kasi nga people please ako, okay). Then he cleaned up and it got quiet, like awkward quiet. So we both reached on our phones, me, I was chatting with my gay friend kasi nga I was so awkward because I wanted him to return the favor but I am not seeing any initiative.

I mean, I want to be touched??? It doesn’t have to be the same, but atleast make the effort to finger me or rub my clit. But I got nothing. Until he ASKED for another round of blowjob, I was thinking, sige, let me give it to him baka naman mahiya na sya and he’ll return the favor after?

So that’s what I did, I fucking took his dick again and swallowed everything—AGAIN. (Sabi nang people pleaser ako, okay). After that, I was thinking, baka naman! But I was wrong.

I was messaging my gay friend na, uy, wala talaga and he said what if I voice it out, and tell him to do something pero I’m shy. So I said nalang, I will touch myself and he can watch, yun nalang sana or baka naman he initiate na, pero I didn’t get any of the energy I was looking for, so I was like, edi wag.

It got more awkward, until he said na uwi na kami so I was like, fine. He drove me to a taxi stand in Eastwood, and left right after I got off. Didn’t even watch me na makasakay or what.

PSA: For those people who will say na I am expecting too much, well because I experienced being satisfied then sa mismong house ko pa ako hinahatid after.

Anyway, after that syempre, di na ako nagchat. But then, after few weeks ata or a month, he messaged me saying, “Bj moko.” As in yun lang. Wala man lang hi or how are you, direcho. Oo, sige, let’s give it to him that he’s straightforward, pero dude, where do you get the audacity?

I didn’t reply to him. But then he messaged again around Holy Week that time, asking for a head. Again. So I blocked him na that time. Kasi ang kapal talaga.

I know, the culture here can be pretty transactional, pero konting hiya naman and don’t ask for something na di mo naman kaya ireturn.

Girls usually don’t expect enough, because I think we’re naturally inclined to being a giver (or so for me) like, hearing the guy moan, and climax and cum. Usually okay na sakin. Pero sana naman be sensitive rin na di lang kayo ang may needs. Hahaha!

Kaya tuloy naturally, eventhough I love giving blowjobs pero minsan thinking about it, tinatamad na ako kasi parang di naman deserve. Hahaha!