it wasn't satisfying for me

context: found a guy who seemingly alright to talk to over chat like he's kinky and all so we decided that we should meet up and do the deed but before meeting up he was so demanding about the time and won't adjust to my availability or agree to a compromise his reason is kasi daw he's busy (as if i don't have a life as well) pero i finally agreed kasi i was horny!!

sooo i went to his place tapos he didnt wanna do foreplay as he find it as a waste of time daw he said he just wants to get on it so i tried making out with him for a bit kaso i hate the way kissed me kasi he sucked and licked my whole lips like i wasn't able to open my lips at all i let it pass kasi maybe he's just a bad kisser tapos he told me to undress and i told him we should take it slow (kasi i can't get myself to be wet due to lack of proper foreplay ahaha wala din kaming lube huhu) pero he put it in ng one go and hurts as fuck i told him that and i think he thought he was doing something right like he thought nasarapan ako due to my reaction nawala libog ko ngl

I touched myself while he fucks me so i can get wet and to feel horny ulit pero tbh i just want him to be done kasi i find it too late to back out na tapos the way he thrust is idk if i'm explaining this right but yung pa hagod?? not even the typical in and out with proper pacing so lalo masakit kasi due to friction i communicated naman na it hurts and he clapped back at me saying girls like it that way so i said a firm no thats not how it goes then he stopped and laid down then inutusan nya ko (not in a sexy/hot way) to be on top like simulan ko na daw and ngl i was dumbfounded kasi siguro naman it was obvious na i look like i wasnt enjoying haha i went on top na lang and tried kissing him while i ride him pero iniiwasan nya kisses ko so i told him i'll suck him na lang (since i love sucking and swallowing cum!!) then when i did he wasnt reacting at all :( no moans or any guidance on what feels good to him then he came

tapos we talked like i told him how it felt like gave him the benefit of the doubt since we just met di pa namin alam how each other is like in bed i'm nice and madali naman ako kausap hahaha told him about hindi hot yung pag utos nya sakin and he retaliated na he's a dom and insisted na thats how girls like it yung way ng pag sabi nya made me feel like something is wrong with me tapos out of no where i blurted out probably due to annoyance na i had better doms (like yeah inuutusan din nila ako pero in a sexy manner, his tone kasi felt like i owe him) tapos i mentioned din the lack of foreplay plus how bad yung kisses nya and we can improve the overall experience naman if he wants to natahimik sya and then attempted to kiss me pero i had to stop him and told him to read the room kasi that felt awkward like one of those moments na you wish someone does something ng di mo dinedemand kinda thingy plus yung attempt kasi nya felt like napilitan lang sya kasi he kept saying "eh sabi mo gusto mo ng ganto so eto gagawin ko na" i got so annoyed and i said na lets take a break muna to cool things down we ate food and he mostly talked about himself and his work na i wasnt interested with at all kasi i met up with him to destress

i told him na i wanna suck him ulit (an attempt to be in the mood ulit!!) hoping things get better pero he has to be vocal about what feels good to him he agreed and i made him cum again tapos he said he wants to fuck me pero!! inutusan nya ulit ako like saying bilisan mo simulan mo na mag on top with matching turo with his finger to his dick so i said how about i dont go on top!!(not an issue naman for me to go on top but nakaka off yung pag utos nya sakin) he agreed naman we did missionary he still avoided kissing me or my kisses tapos he came on my stomach then i slowly stroked his dick then he got hard ulit he flipped me over to fuck me from behind it went on and on and he came ulit then we stopped na kasi wants to do some work daw kaso ayun di ako nag cum at all and he refused to eat me out nor kiss me at all

i feel conflicted ngl not sure if valid feeling i think i did well naman since i made him cum and communicated my concerns mali lang yung i said i had better doms siguro i was trying to make him get off his high horse non though finally i had a fuck after such a long time pero why with an asshole pa tama lang pala na i vet out guys muna i don't wanna act on how horny i am anymore dapat i walked away na lang ayun sana guys walk the talk, consider building rapport and be big on after care kasi its not always about the stamina and performance in bed also pleaseee learn how to kiss well and wag gawing personality ang work huhu

sorry if magulo yung kwento! i feel like this post is just a whole ass word vomit :((