⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ It's not THAT incestuous but just giving a warning because it's better to be fairly warned than not at all.

So, my cousin (my dad's side) got piss drunk one time and it's weird coz he started shipping me... well, forcing me to kiss his cousin (his mom's side).

It was his birthday and it's weird because he's openly asking me to kiss his cousin because he feels bad for him since he's never had any luck with his previous relationships.

"Go, kiss mo lang si K, one time lang."

"Okay naman 'tong pinsan ko (his cousin), mabait 'to."

We were just laughing it off. Because he was just really drunk. Talking about the women he's fucked here and there. Which I just found out that night. He was like stripping naked because he was exposing EVERYTHING.

But all that time, when we three were together, all L was doing was shipping us. Asking K and I to make out.

It was hilarious, because K (his cousin) and L (my cousin) was talking about how I'm such a good catch, because I'm "wife-material".

WTF? I know, right?

I dunno what the hell is up with that but I guess he and his cousin talked about that night that we made out when he slept over at our house.

It was after a gathering and we got so drunk. I was already sleepy, but then he decided to stay over and stay in my room. He just laid on my carpet, but then I asked him to just stay in my bed instead coz I felt bad since he was really tall and my carpet wasn't a good place to sleep in.

So, we were in my bed, I turned over, then he hugged me. He then grabbed my nape and kissed me. I gave in, he kissed me harder and I remember him grabbing my boob and his other hand was on my ass.

He guided my hand down to his shorts and he was hard and huge.

He was grabbing my pussy as well, and he started biting my lower lip. It was quite painful.

I snapped out of it and I slowly pushed him away,

"We really shouldn't do this."

"Yeah. Yeah. Sorry."

He took deep breaths and we lied down on the bed. Stared at the ceiling.

"Fuck. We're SOOOOO drunk."

"Tulog na tayo."

After that night, after that one drunken night, whenever we get together, I could feel the tension when we hug, when we touch.

The fuck...

So, I thought... Did he fucking tell K that we did that? Or was he just looking for a way in? An excuse to do something?

I dunno. It's messed up.

What's bothering me is, why would he do that?