As much as we have progressed as a society, most of us were raised in traditional households with hints of problematic views on sex and romance.

But as I was not privileged with proper sex ed, my sexual influences are very problematic. Such as what turns me on and what I want to be done to me. Those I cannot even bear to say in public.

Probably the safest I can share is communicating “babuyin mo ako” which is very out of character and not something you can expect to hear from me.

I only learned that when a guy actually told me “ang sarap mo babuyin” in bed and I developed that kink to the phrase lol.

Might be why reserved and neat guys with disturbing fantasies and kinks turn me on.

Might be why i like being treated fragile in public and a prey to break in bed.

(Ofc that’s only for me so always ask for consent)

I have already identified the darkest extremes my imagination can run to, so it always makes me wonder how dark a guy or my partner’s fantasies are.

Wanna get into their head and decode the pictures that define a swine. Probably touch myself while doing so.

Ethics aside.

It might get me hurt or make me squirt.

Either makes me horny so fill me up. Jk