I have recently decided to act on my love for cock. Been straight all life. But admitting to myself how much I love cock and now want to dress up as feminine as I can, shave, makeup, nails, thong and slutty outfit or dress. Find a curious guy preferably 50 or older with a big cock to meet me at a hotel, and get spun with him and then worship his cock. I know tht will turn me on so much that I’m probably gonna let him fuck my virgin little asshole. I wanted treated like a whore, Called demeaning names, treated rough and fucked rough. Just want him to have his way with me. Of course I’d love some advice on the cross dressing and everything else. And if any big dick dudes fit tht description I left, DM me with your cock pic, your age, and maybe a little description of what I do to u, or vice versa. Hope it’s everything I’ve fantasized about!