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I am a 24/7 carer for my M I L & F I L and if we get technical with it I'm basically my daddy's carer too, I don't get 5 minutes in the day when I can relax someone's always either calling me or asking me to do things. It's making me feel like my daddy isn't my daddy. There's things he says which makes me angry, he will complain about a room being messy but do nothing about it and then I end up cleaning it up, I do all our washing and he won't even bother to ask if I want help I've even tried hinting I need/want help. I don't want to tell him all these things because he has a temper and although he's never got angry at me he's got angry and shouted at his mother which scares me, and he always feels like I don't love him anymore (when I'm having a down/quiet day) which I do otherwise I wouldn't do everything I do.
Sometimes I think about where I would be if I hadn't said yes to being his girlfriend and little, I sometimes day dream of having a mommy who lives close and I go and spend weekends there or go there when I can just so I can be little.
I always put the things I want on hold to get the things him and his parents want.
I just don't know how to tell him I want help regressing without him saying "give me a minute I'm playing a game" or without his mum calling my phone and asking me something she could ask him. She asks me for help more than him because when she asks him he tells her to ask me.
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