If this is the wrong sub to put this i,please politely tell me in the comments I'm autistic so I'm very sensitive to criticism.

Now,

I've used sfw littlespace as a coping mechanism since mid-november 2023. Recently I joined an abdl group that is both sfw and Nsfw. I knew I did have an abdl kink but I kept the two seperate. Tonight I accidentally blurred that line. Now I feel like I "corrupted" my coping mechanism and I don't know what to do because, I love the friends I made in that group.

Does anyone have any advice; please try to be compassionate, I'm very sensitive, so if you come in yelling I will probably not do great.

Thanks