Age regression is becoming a drug to me. When I regress its euphoric and I just wanna be little forever. When I put in my paci and play video games and everything, the world just feels right.

But I can't be in the regressed state forever. I have to go to work and family gatherings. I have a reputation to uphold so I can't just do that with friends. The problem is that when I stop regressing and be big again, things are twice as depressing as they normally would be - the way lows after the high can get extra low when you get high consistently.

And this girl really likes me who would probably find that age regression stuff cringey. Heck, most women (or most people in general) outside the internet would find it weird. I can't just live on the internet.

So I just have to stop regressing for now. Love yall <3