Hello everyone, I think I just want to vent for a while, I have met this little, I'll call her Ana to make things easier to understand, Ana and I got along very well, we both shared our experiences and that it was really difficult for us to find fitting people for our needs and likings, specially trying to talk about the community to someone that does not know or do not want to understand and research about, tends to make things more difficult. So, everything was going nicely, we were together for already 4 months, I always made sure to ask her about her feelings and about how she felt, I made sure to remind her and support her when she felt overwhelmed and felt like she didn't want to be here if you know what I mean. Sometimes it was extremely draining but seeing her getting better was really worth, but then, I woke up yesterday and Ana blocked me out of the blue... We got along so nicely, I've been there doing my best even when I was at work to keep her company to be greeted with a block on my face Sometimes it feels like it's just easier to stop being a carer altogether, but it really sucks because taking care of someone makes me happy, if not, the only happiness I've been having lately. Fake carers are true, yes, but we have the other side of the coin with fake littles and it shatters my heart thinking about how I feel used over those past months. I just really wish things could be different. Carers are humans above anything and it feels extremely hard to work and listen to someone's issues, guide them throughout it and then to be dumped right after