I thought I was cis for 15 years but now I’m starting to question that. I’ve recently felt as if gender was kinda pointless and I don’t want anything to do with it. I’ve always been drawn to a more ambiguous look and I aspire to look more ambiguous, I don’t want people to see me as either male or female and I’m glad whenever someone has to ask. I’ve figured out that I like being called they/them instead of male or female pronouns. Being called male pronouns is fine to me because I’ve been called by them my whole life but I’ve found myself wishing that others would use they/them instead, its a thought I have every time someone addresses me. I’ve considered myself as being non-binary but based on what I understand (though I may be wrong) those who classify themselves as non-binary see themselves as some other gender not on The typical male/female spectrum and I don’t really see myself as on the male/female spectrum or something else. It’s all really confusing and sometimes I think I’m faking it but I don’t really know. If anyone can help out I would really appreciate it

(Sorry if this has no flow to it. I often over analyze my writing to make sure it is coherent and not a mess but it’s really tiring to do that constantly and I’m really not feeling like it right now.)