How I got here ; tried many things to spice up my bedroom. I adore my partner, but they are very sexually conservative. I crave hot things and crave them often. Absolutely no blame on my partner, it’s just not their thing. Devastating to think this will destroy my marriage, but also devastating to think I can’t use my body. Life is so short.

Sites ; AFF and AM. Both worked for meets. I’m ugly AF, avg size, but I know how to treat a lady. Pics on AFF no face or d, just torso. AM face and no D, clothed body. Convos/access limited due to credit/member restrictions. But I can’t go broke chasing ass! Also on SLS and follow a ton of hookup redits.

Looking for ; women that are into a fwb situation

After weeks of me writing a one line message or two a member from 60miles away responds. Messages seem friendly, but they are short. I’d prefer substance, but I can’t assume anything. Another week goes by, one more clothed pic from me and they agree to a lunch date. Clearly no expectations, as we were both on our way to work. Vibe checked out, we made each other laugh. Before leaving I asked if I could kiss her. That happened:-) About 8hrs later, after 11pm we sexted a bit on AFF and I received 3 more fully exposed pics.

Next meet is..who knows, maybe a hotel, maybe next week…stay tuned.