Hi im M (22M), I study sa green school, I just want advice. I have a pure chinese boyfriend (21 M) , (chinese by blood, but he’s Filipino), I really like him and he goes to the same school as me. During our 3rd month a friend found him on bumble and I confronted him about it, he just said he was looking for me daw. I kept on asking him to delete that account pero he just laughs and says he deleted the app naman. Recently he became so cold and seems always busy. I ask him to hangout but too busy. Am I wrong to feel angry/jealous that he could go out for facials and gym workouts and not even come and see me even once a week? I know naman na hes loyal, (I can check his phone and etc, hes on my find my) pero honestly he was the answer to my prayers but I dont know what to do. I really like him. I just feel so neglected. I tell him how I feel but it always ends up with me being a bad person. One time out of frustration I said bad words because of how he was treating me, (I am big on not using bad words), I apologized naman right after, he makes me feel really bad after a single mistake even though he does a myriad of mistakes. Another thing is, I kinda regret now that he met my friends and I hardly even met his friends. I was so eager to meet them and they hardly even looked or acknowledged me (all chinese). I dont look bad, I actually look good, (based on the comments of my tiktoks). Them not even acknowledging my presence made me feel so down. He never even mentioned me as his bf, (kinda understand bc he not out, but he told me he will introducd me to his friend s as his bf) This may not mean a lot some but, I would never let him feel what I felt. He also has a tendency that everytime we play and lose a match he becomes passive aggressive and makes me feel like its my fault. I feel angry and sad. I really dont know what to do.