Hello guys 21M here from india, m just a simple and shy guy, low key, not many friends nor any relationship to share thai all with.

All of this is because of my mommy issues as ihve never had any great relationship with my mom, my dad left us when I was a child i never knew him just saw him in pictures, my mum is 38 years old mum ntng much to talk about her figure and all as u can imagine how does a dusky but fair muslim milf can look a like at age 38, her figure and her assets are on point though wouldn't like to share much as she's my mom.

She works as a prostitute since dad left us, she was left with no choice as she isnt much educated neither as a woman in burkha can she work as a labour anywhere, as a single women especially as a Muslim here in India it's quite hard to survive so she chose this path, m not sure if she enjoys being a prostitute or does not, it's a mixed feeling that I get when I watch her getting fucked she seems happy and enjoying sometimes it feels likes shes getting r@ped, it's hard to distinguish between her likes and her dislikes.

Problem starts when few months ago she was fucked/r@ped idk for sure by few guys together where she gets pregnant, as they're twins and considering her age it's was recommended not to abort the childers by the govt hospital, now was it genuine advice or just some trick to shuu as off by the govt hospital as they do it for free, i can't tell the difference, we did go with the pregnancy further where it has grown to a 3.5months pregnancy now where it turns out to be twins after a sonography that took place last week, we are too doomed, it's hard for us to survive altogether how we are gonna manage twins children in this environment, ihave found a stable job though but it pays me nothing compared to want mum earns as ihve completed my degree, she still entertains clients though just not as much she used to before pregnancy and neither she let's them suck on her breasts or even to touch them or let them pound her as the want so they obviously pay her half of what they used to once.

Since last month she started lactating which was quite unusual as lactating usually starts after the delivery but last week when diagnosed with hyperlactation we were clear about it and also because of the twins she was bound to lactate more.

Doctors were suggesting us not to use any medical help to terminate the milk flow as it can have a adverse effect on the lactation chronically which can lead to malnutrition in babies after they're born and also create unwanted health issues for mum, they did suggest her to use pumps of required but only at times when it's too much milk she cannot bare as using it too much can cause blood and milk clottings considering her breasts size and due to the amount of time the pumps would have to be on considering the amount of milk she produces in a day which is around lol 400-500ml just in her 3-4th month of her pregnancy which is expected to keep increasing week by week as the pregnancy grows, the only safe option doctor recommend was to bare the pain as much as she can till the babies were born so she can feed them n feel relaxed of to breastfeed her husband (which she doesn't have offcourse but doctor didn't know it) as it was a safer option too, no risk of infection neither any pain to be suffered from, just let him drain that out and keep them as much empty as he can through out the day.

She agreed and we came back home, she asks me on the eve that would i be helping her with the milk, i first thought she wants me to help her drain them out by squeezing them but she corrects me by telling that she wants to breastfeed me as she used to when I was a child, she breastfed me till I was almost 11 so she was found of breastfeeding her children i assume, i stuttered but I agreed she said okay help me in the night.

At night after she was done with her clients she took a bath we had our dinner watched some time she said come when I call u, after few minutes she calls me and it's dark in her room she asks me not to turn on any lights just come under the blanket and start to feed till they are empty, i couldn't touch them she said if any adjustments are required or if I want to be change between them i should tell her she was just sleeping with her panties on i assume as that's how she's sleeps every night.

It was a pleasant experience for me, they were huge and soft as a cotton candy, the milk was warm, sweet in taste and a little thick in nature, I felt like m a 7yr old boy again i hugged her tightly and kept chewing on them, she had no restrictions on what I do with them either i suck on them or chew on them or use my teeth she was all fine, just not to touch her as if she was my girl, it took me around an hours to drain them both completely, after I was done i returned to my bedroom with a belly full of milk and had a great sleep, since she's breastfeeding me for last 7-8 days now now we have reached a point where she has breasted me at day times as well where I can clearly see what m onto and also she has let me adjust or change between them couple of times.

I assume this is a miraculous and a very loving moment between a son and a mom to take place especially after so many years and in an weird situation as it's only option.

Alhamdulillah.