I just dropped out from the university, my mental health has taken a toll on me. ilang months lang ako nakahiga sa kuwarto, ilang oras na 'yung nasasayang ko. ramdam ko 'yung guilt and urgency na maghanap ng trabaho kasi naka-depend pa rin ako sa safety net ng magulang ko.

I just wanna run away from our home and I wanna live alone but I have no money, unemployed. I feel like sht.

I've always been that kid with a burning passion, but now I just wanna... I don't know, I'm used to being s*icidal that I know that I might survive again.

Yes, that's true, I just wanna start a band and run away from home. I just feel like I need to vent, I'm really sorry, I don't really know what to do with my life anymore aside from breathing.

*yes, i've been looking for a job if some of u may ask, i'm still doing my best of pulling my sht all together.