At my age, there are times that i feel jealous of my friends seeing their post about them travelling, new car or a house, getting married or whatever stuff that they want to do or buy because they can.

In my case, dama ko na pasan ko ang mundo kase only child lang ako. Taking care of my senior mom, working, chores sa bahay and all. And I'm not complaining. Please don't get me wrong. I love my mom so much. malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya for taking care of me and for raising me well. It's not just because it's her responsibility but that's out of love. So, i want to return the favor din and that's my choice.

I'm missing half of my life as what the title says and i know naman that things will be fine later on. I'm still learning the ropes on how to cook lang talaga. Minsan jusko yung adobo ko ang tamis so feeling ko epic fail ako dun sa part na yun. But nagustuhan naman ni mom so kakaibang adobo daw yun.

There are times that we do go out din. My friends are complaining na nga that I don't get to see them na kase I'm too busy na daw at home and sa work so there are times that I do invite them dito sa house and siyempre di naman tayo kagalingan mag luto so order nalang or potluck.

It's a bit hard to save up din minsan. Like i have to buy meds for my mom, groceries and pay the bills din. Meron man akong maitatabi pero minsan magagastos mo rin kase for checkup, unexpected expenses etc. I want to buy a new phone sana kaso wag nalang muna kase okay pa naman tong phone ko. Then the company gave me a phone so okay na to. Basta ang goal ko lang is makapag save and asuch as possible, umiwas sa mga unnecessary na gastos.

Siguro hindi ko na kelangan mainggit sa mga friends ko kase i know i can do better. I know what is important and yun yung uunahin ko. And that's adulting for me.

Thanks for reading 🙂