Just came here to be pouty about being back in reality after spending 3 days/nights with my LDAP in a fun city. 😩 Everything is perfect kinky fairytale when we are together. We actually love eachother and that makes it so fucking hard in so many fucked up ways. We often both feel we’re cheating on eachother with our spouses. 😬

Together 1.5 years, we are 4 states a time zone away, we’ve had pretty good luck of pulling off seeing eachother when we can. Don’t know when that next time will be though. Our first time not having a day to countdown being able to meet again.

ANYWAY. Glad there are others out there in the world who can relate. 💔 It’s wonderful and sucks so much all at the same time. Thanks for reading.