I broke up with my AP of 1.5yrs, exactly 1 year ago. I haven't spoken to him since, but I'm still traumatized from having gone so far with him when we clearly weren't compatible.

Early on in the relationship, he had tactlessly named a porn star at the wrong time and manner, which made me feel very insecure about myself throughout our time together. The porn star has very beautiful, big natural breasts, but I am completely flat chested. Now, I've never had a problem being flat chested and thought I rocked it. I never had a problem getting attention from men regardless.

But my experience with this AP really affected me because he also had an ED issue, but i liked him so much that when he was so persistent on making things work with me, I just couldn't resist.

I've never felt so bad about my body until I met him. But I know I'm not the problem. Can anyone else relate or give any tips?

Edit: thanks everyone for the support. It really helped to build back my confidence ❤️ my ex was not a bad man, but he wasn't great. He did apologize to me before that he was the problem, but he didn't help himself at all by continuing with his porn addiction. His ED really affected me. But I won't let it affect me anymore ❤️