met her in the wild...

and i dropped the ball... 

not even once, but twice lol

she gave me a second chance.... 

bc our first meet was amazing!!!

So she was willing to give me another shot 

and i blew it again…

How we met…

I walk out of 7/11 and get in the car…

Shes looking at me…

And laughing…

And im like…. 

Do i know her??

And theres someone else in the car…

So i get out and walk over there bc im like, i have to know her for that type of reaction…

Turns out i dont, we hit it off and i got her number…

She was wearing an engagement ring, i didnt have mine on…

I was a bum 10pm at night, ran out real quick in slides…

I text her the next day and ask if i saw a ring on her finger… she said engaged then i told her im married 20 years…

She invited me to where she was drinking… i said im still stuck in the office and will see if your still there when im done…

It was 7 so she thought i was lying, i said you can come here if you dont believe me, my office is only 4 minutes from where you are…

And i sent the address…

She says why do i want to go there?

And this is where i blew it…

And in my defense, it was the truth…

But i can see in hindsight how it could have seemed…

So i started thinking about how i felt last night when we met and thats what i said…

To feel last night again…

So she says, o your a fuckboy… asking about the ring and that…

We text back and forth a few more times, i said have a great night and she said the same.

That was last thursday, i didnt text her but i was checking my google number to see if she text me and stopped checking yesterday… 

She text me last night wyd..

I didnt see it until the next day on tuesday evening and there is the second and final fumble… 

1 for not seeing it in the morning… 

but when i did reply, was just another fumble…

Idk, im direct and it doesnt always come off the best but i replied

sorryy… i dont monitor this number…can i be forgiven?

And there it is…

The one time, in a very very long time that i met a woman out in the wild and make a connection and i dont know how to act…