Cheating is a kink for me now. Even though I don't need it, I do it. Somehow I get excited. Even when she is around, I sext with people even looking in her eyes.

I feel like cheating is exciting even when you have a perfect partner, the thrill is even more. This is taboo, hot and addictive. Even while fucking my wife, I imagine naked bodies of my cheat partners. When my wife shows off her body in revealing clothes and people check her out, she enjoys it. Then, immediately I imagine her cheating me behind my back. May be she does. I won't mind if she is doing it. I will even encourage it.

I love my partner, I am scared to lose her. But still I do it. I can't stop it.