Just going through some STUFF and needed a place to put it.

I got divorced awhile back after 5 years of cheating on my ex-husband. Finding this sub a few years back now has been such a godsend for me like it has been for many of you. Even though this place isn't perfect, it's INTERESTING and USEFUL for many of us. I have connected and bonded deeply with a few fantastic and strong women here. The camaraderie runs deep for me with them and I'm sure many of you have your "behind the scenes" besties, too.

When I ended my marriage, I tried to date women just to see how it felt. It was reasonably fun, but it didn't FIT for me entirely. I chalked it up to being just a straight lady who gave it her best shot, ya know?

But finding these intense emotional bonds with women here has me wondering about same-sex relationships and if I would be a good match in the future for women who were married to men, had trash marriages, cheated, and left. I just CONNECT with women who have had terrible marriages and I find myself on the edge of needing to sexually explore this option again.

I'm quite sure what I'm getting at here, but this sub and these deep emotional bonds that I've felt with friends here has me questioning my own romantic future and who I would be a good fit with, etc. Has anyone here ever had these little shakeups in your own life that make you wonder about your in-flux sexuality or the future of your own relationships?