We met 7 years ago at work. We started our affair about 4 years ago. We were both quite dissatisfied with our hone lives and due to not wanting to uproot younger children, we started our affair. We became infatuated. She was/is amazing in how she loves me. About a year and a half ago, we had some rough moments of her checking my family Facebook and seeing that portrayal and assuming my home life is wonderful. My wife is a decent person, I'm not a jerk at home. Ever since then, her perception of how my home life was shattered, and she's pulled back. She's constantly trying to disconnect emotionally from me but we still hang out. Just now, i cant get anything loving from her. It's throwing me for a loop because her love was everything I searched for and now she's pulling it away from her own pain. I'm just sad.