It’s a ventilation… found a pAP on AM, she reached out in August.. spoke for a week then she vanished

I deleted my AM and then after couple of months created another AM, same pAP reached out again.. we spoke for couple of days and she said she doesn’t have time and energy for an affair now. Fair enough, left her alone, and we both agreed to keep in touch.

Fast forward a month, wished her on New Year, started talking, and we connected on different levels, talking for hours, having intellectual conversations, talking about anything and everything. After couple of weeks, she said she will be busy for a week. I understood, gave her space and didn’t reached out until the weekend. She didn’t reply for a day and then next morning, all messages were deleted, and had a text from her saying she doesn’t want to talk anymore as she feels she doesn’t have energy to connect at emotional level right now and blocked me.

These kind of pAP are worst then ghosts as they just leave you without a reason and without a closure.

Dont have anyone to share this with so venting it out here.

All my pAP experiences has been horrible.