Hello, looking for some advice. I am 33 year old bisexual, female not on adhd medication. I want to be on medication now because I feel like I can’t get anything done. I’m currently unemployed trying to find a job. My adhd and anxiety are pretty bad this time around. I want to work out, eat better, get a job, pay my bills on time, stop spending time on my phone and like actually read a book. I went on a no sugar kick for a good two to three weeks then stopped. It’s so hard for me to work on one hobby/craft. I haven’t done well education wise after hs. Can’t pick a career/path to save my life! I feel like a teen that never grew up. However, I’m not as lazy as I might sound. I don’t want to blame everything on my mental health. I almost don’t know what’s real about me. I’ve spiraled the last day or so. I’m not sure what I’m looking for from this post. Is it okay to ask how people felt before and after taking their adhd medication? I feel like I need to work on so much. Anyone feel the same?