When it comes to food, I am hopeless. I love cooking, I’m good at cooking, but in every other department, I’m falling short. I am bad at grocery shopping because I let stuff spoil, so I tend to only buy stuff that lasts for months. I don’t typically feel hungry until 3-4pm or later because of the adderall. I do take my meds with a protein shake in the morning, so at least there is that.

Otherwise, I am a snacker, and most of it is carbs. Pasta, Mac n cheese, rice, stuff that is easy to make. I have to be in the mood to cook, and usually when I’m finally hungry by dinner time, I’m also exhausted. If I buy healthy food it goes bad because I really have to be in the mood to eat it, or else it makes me feel nauseous. I can’t meal prep or plan out meals for the same reason. Since I often don’t have viable groceries, I find myself getting carry out a lot.

I’m just sick of feeling so unhealthy, my stomach hurts all the time, I absolutely need more fiber in my diet. It just feels like an impossible struggle for me to win, I have not been able to think of a good solution. Not to mention the insane cost of most food right now, because ya girl is broke.