It's sad, to be born, and grow up thinking like everything is okay and not noticing what is happening, then one day you wake up from the false view and look around and start to realize everything wrong and you start to panic for a while and then you slowly just make that your new normal but you still say "it's okay" even though you're not, you keep looking back at a time you were happy for a long time but the only issue is that was when you were too young to understand anything and sometimes you feel like now you understand too much and not enough at the same time and you stand still not knowing what to do or where to go next, so you stand still and wait until you realize nobody can rescue you, you have to do it yourself but you feel like you just can't anymore and you feel like it's too late to funcion properly now.