Not sure where to post this but this subreddit seemed like the best one to get some good opinions. So here goes...... I've been with my boyfriend for almost 6 months, and on that time I think I've been able to get him off twice, maybe 3 times at the most. Don't get me wrong we have a great sex life and I can be a bit of a freak. I really thinks it's the pills he takes, I've read that it's a common thing to reach climax but not be able to actually get off while taking gabapentin. I have never had any complaints about the blow jobs I give, and he does enjoy them. Well he and I both usually end up just frustrated in the end. I just tried and was told that it just doesn't work the way I do it. I think he only said that out of frustration, but still, it makes me feel like I just don't "do it" for him. Its such a shitty feeling to think that you're just not enough. Don't really know what kind of opinions or advice I am looking for but please give me something, anything. It's gotten to a point where I don't even want to half the time because of the way he acts when he can't. He'll say it's a joke, or it's pathetic, and now to say the way I suck his dick doesn't work! I've had men tell me that I am addicting. It's just really starting to make me feel worthless to him........