These past couple of months have tested me, and I’m still being tested. I was able to land a good job with Spectrum. I get 18.75/hr, plus commission when we start. I was doing Lyft rental for a good month and a half even while I had my job just so I can go to work and to my doctors. I’m home alone right now my parents are out of town. I really want to get high off heroin for some reason, maybe it’s bc I don’t have weed right now. I’ve taken my Xanax medication but still I have an urge. I do have suboxone strips but last time I tried one I went into withdrawal bc I was at a methadone clinic and missed two days. I know this will all go away eventually . I won’t do h because it’s gonna cost atleast $120 for a gram to go n come back w a Lyft, but I’m tryna get bud delivered to me.