This post has been de-listed
It is no longer included in search results and normal feeds (front page, hot posts, subreddit posts, etc). It remains visible only via the author's post history.
I was basically in a sleeping coma for the past ten yrs. I was addicted to downers that was my go-to. I didnāt care if it was Vicodins, fentanyl, roofies, morphine, heroin etc. whatever that would make me close my eyes and be in a haze. After ten years of doing so you obvi still mature with the rest of the world š so I finally after many attempts of tryna go sober & relapsing I couldnāt continue my path. I would hate to enter my thirties being strung outā¦ I began to think of my future aswell. Whatās going to happen when my parents pass away? Iām grateful to have loving parents that have always been by my side. I know thereās many folks that donāt have that privilege. Iāve had my hand held all my life and itās time to change. All though I canāt find work right now Iām still very happy in life. ā¤ļø š I want to go back to school aswell. The only thing that sucks is all the brain fogā¦ my stuttering went away. I still have uncontrollable ticks through out my body but I know itāll go away eventually. I kinda have to think of what Iām going to say or else I just blurt out random shit lmao š also all of my motor skills arenāt well clearly . I started working out again and at first I couldnāt get myself to bend my left knee to do squats lolol no lie I feel like a new born and Iām learning everything all over again. If you know where theyāre hiring pls let me know _^ Iām from Texas xx Iād love to make friends too so feel free to dm me :3 Iām here to help anyone w questions or w sobriety xx
Subreddit
Post Details
- Posted
- 8 months ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/r/addiction/c...