I’ll be six months clean in June! I don’t know why I don’t say I’m almost five months clean in May 😂 I gave up mostly everything. I used to be a heavy pill popper and heroin user. I cut them both off. When I tried to take benzos, I legit lost myself for a week. I was super emotional; always crying. Over thinking everything… I loved how I feel when I’m sober. I crave it now and then, but just with the Xanax I had used, knowing me so well I know I’m going to crack if I ever had tar in front of me and I know it won’t be just for a “one day” thing. I am very glad I am still sober. It takes willpower, guts, determination, wanting of change, and of course support. You can do it if I could. I wasted $20k in six months on tar while I was working. Shitty lifestyle I’m so over it! Have a blessed day everyone! ❤️ I’m here to answer any questions and to help guide those of you needing guidance. 🙏