I need to talk to someone, but I’ll try to make this short and simple. I’m a recovering addict. I have been using for over a decade now. I had a lovely eye opening revelation back in November on a vacation to Cancun. I came back changed. I stopped doing my bad habits. I paid off everyone I owed. I worked full time and saved money. I even paid off one of my credit cards I had for years. I have lost over sixty lbs since December… I had forgot how it felt to be happy. It was like I was asleep for over ten years, and finally woke up. Since about a few days ago I’ve been smiling and laughing every day. What’s happened? I even feel like relapsing. Is it the stress of not working, knowing I need to pay things to live? I just don’t know right now. I really wish this would be a lot easier. Thank you for listening